Baby I'm Stuck

you.

By hudaandsufi · November 16, 2009 · 0 Comments · 1 Views

 

 

always and forever.

I love you, my green eyed boy!

 

your blue girl,

huda :P

hello

By hudaandsufi · November 11, 2009 · 0 Comments · 3 Views

I love her so much.

I'll do anything for her. I would go to lengths just to make her smile. :) I know I'm not a rich kid but I think I make you smile more than a rich kid could ever do.

I don't know why I do it but I don't mind doing it. I don't mind at all when she falls asleep on my shoulder on the bus while my back aches to move cause I don't want to wake her up sleeping soundly. I don't mind at all waiting alone for her for hours in a salon while she gets her hair cut. I don't mind spending my money on her at all although sometimes I myself am in a tight budget. I don't mind if I have to walk and rush in the hot sun from amk to sch to get her menses pills. I don't mind buying her things especially that dress cause i know she really really wanted it. I don't mind at all even if I don't have money after that. It's nothing compared to seeing how happy she was when she saw it. It feels good seeing her so happy. And when she jumps on you and hugs you tightly, I could never have felt any better. :) I don't really care about myself much. I don't care if I have to experience sadness later on to make her feel happy. :D

She looks gorgeous in that dress btw. And I can't wait to see her wear it. I wanna be the first to see her in it. Hehe. :D my sayang, so beautiful. BABY!!! WHY ARE YOU SO PRETTY? :S

9/11/2009

We've been together for 4 months now. And everything is looking great. There have been some ups and downs but we pulled through. I hope everything goes well for us sayang. I know there'll be fights and arguments and misunderstandings in the future, but I'm sure that we'll make it through and make everything great. We always do no matter what cause we are AWESOME and it'll be Legendary. Hppy 4th. ;)

You know what? I just love her alot. And I love seeing her happy. Yes, she is the most annoying ass ever but I love her alot. ( It is very annoying when she starts to rap. You will feel that she needs a slap with a dictionary. )

I've got lots to say actually but I can't describe it right now cause I am oh so happy. Heehee. :D

Nurul is the best ever. I love you Nurul. ;)

everything

By hudaandsufi · November 1, 2009 · 0 Comments · 4 Views

That's. Me. :D Don't I look retarded? I know. Hahaha. I still think I look uber retarded in the pic. I went to Johor on saturday to paint my friend's house and I accidentally hit my head on the door entrance. And it's fucking painful. And later in the afternoon, I was looking out of the car window and I accidentally pressed the button and the window closed on my head. it clamped my jaws and my right side of the head. It was painful. But I laughed cause I felt soooo stupid.

Anyway. Enough about me. Let's meet the princess.

Isn't she beautiful? Well, too bad. She's mine. I know. How?!??! Well....:D you know..Hahaha ;)

Anyway. I love her. I love her ALOT. Whenever I see that beautiful face I smile. And when I see that sweet smile I melt. And when I feel her warmth, I evaporate. That's how she makes me feel. Whenever I'm down, literally down, she'll be there to lift me up. And when she does, I'll feel like I don't want to let go of her cause I feel safe and secure with her. And when she starts to talk, the world is muted except for her voice. ( but sometimes I don't pay attention XD).

OH! And did I mention?! Whenever she hugs me, and gently touches my face and look at me in the eye and pecks me on my cheek/lip/nose/forehead/chin/etc, I could replay that moment over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over. Got it? Ok you got it. Sometimes, I still don't believe I have a gf. And I don't believe that SHE is my gf. Cause it's like too good to be true. And then again, she is my gf and I swear I am very very very lucky to have her. I love her. I love everything about her. I love the way she cares for me and treats me. I drop my ego for her. And only her. She listens to me and I listen to her. That's how it is and because of that, I trust her alot.

We'll make it through together no matter what k sayang. ;)

Baby. I love you alot.

( I feel there are some sentences that may be irrelevant )

sufi. <3

Downhill

By hudaandsufi · October 28, 2009 · 0 Comments · 3 Views

 

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You know,  this semester really sucks. With the groupings and everything. like what happened to everybody? Whatever it is, its my last semester. I want it to be memorable. a happy one. I'll do my best in group works and contribute as much as I can. I have to start studying already cause tests are coming up in a few weeks. and I really need it.

and no matter how much people are nice to you, you still have to have your own back. cause most of the time, people fail you. even those who you thought are your friends.

 

I hate school.

 

but I love it too cause I know I have my baby with me, and my awesome friends. too bad we are not in the same courses.

 

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ah and today, it started not so good, cause i couldnt wake up for my classes. it's those stupid cats outside on the corridor purring loudly and it lasted for more then an hour. two i think? in the wee hours! It freaked me out cause it sounded like babies crying. and because of that I slept really really really late not the usual late but super late. and this is the second time I missed this lecture and tutorial. 3 hours each so two times, 6 hours already. damn.

Met baby at 1.30 pm and we had no plans. but both was dressed up. Had lunch at Qiji. Then we contemplated on going to town, vivo, jurong on 51, city hall, bugis and i forgot. We stood at the center of the interchange for a very long time. We decided to gamble it and take a random 51 bus ride and see where it brings us. So we queued. But we changed our mind after 5 minutes standing in the queue and decided to take 27 to the airport! We talked, listened to our iPods and fell asleep. We reached the airport but decided not to alight. HAHAHA. So we just decided to go to Sufi's house and chill.

We watched How I Met Your Mother but couldnt really concentrate cause Aiman and Aisyah was talking to me. hahaha. So I entertained them more. Then Sufi's mum decided to show me SUFI'S BABY PICTURES. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.  awwwww my sayang is so cute. Sufi's mum and I teased Sufi endlessly. hahaha. nak step abang2 lah pose. Rambut center parting. HAHAHAH. abe got one picture, STEP POWER RANGERS. HAHAHA. awww. baby was all urgh! and cringing in embarassment. Ala baby, nak step malu. padahal suka kan i tgk gambar cute2 you. hahahahahaha.

We all had lunch. Spaghetti with hotdog and chicken bits. Yummm! Then had our maghrib prayers. Then we chitchat at the dining room and ate starfruit. And sufi's mum shared stories about her past. I didnt know what to say and I think I was boring her with my "really?.. uhuh.. " replies. hahahaha. It was getting late. So baby sent me home...

And then I accidentally said something wrong. And everything just change. the mood. Everytime I accidentally say it and remind you, I feel really horrible cause I didn't mean to hurt you. and this time, saying sorry is useless, it doesnt change the fact. and it makes me feel so down. You always say, you can't push it out of your mind but you try. But what if one day, love and being me isnt enoughtanymore. What if the thought consumes you and push me out of your heart? I'm scared of losing you Sufi. The future scares me. :(

 

I wish so much that I could turn back and erase it. if only.

 

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I love you Sufi. and I love your family too. They are really welcoming and warm. You really do have an amazing family. The way they all crowd around me and look at the photos was soo.. i dont know how to describe the feeling. My tiny heart wishes my family was abit more open and warm like yours. For one moment, I envy you alot. but my family is just unique in our own way i guess. we dont really bond that well but we i know we love each other. I just hope your family likes me too. haha. (: and baby, you dont know how much having you in my life have changed me. Sayang, lets just take this a step at a time and see where it'll bring us. I hope its the road of happily ever after. Amiin. (:

 

I'm sorry,

Huda

 

 

i is updating today because baby is forcing me. HEEE.

By hudaandsufi · October 27, 2009 · 0 Comments · 1 Views

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Maya's birthday. hehehehe.sentosa. maya was so surprised she said fuckyou,fuckyou. HAHAHA.

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The other day, I was so the daughter in law MISALI. HAHAHA. helped out at sufi's mum shop. it was actually quite fun working with baby. though im jealous a lil bit cause baby can cut veggies faster then me. and he cuts it nicely too. pffft.  and yes kebab girl. hahahahaha.

There was this girl working at the kebab store who keeps walking back and forth sufi's mum shop and looking at sufi. SO, i gave her THE STARE. ahahahaha. AND i competed with her to get customers. HAHAHAHA. but there weren't any customers. boringggg. paranoid gila seh aku. HAHAHA. but it was really annoying how she keep looking. baby was saying maybe she just wants to make friends with us. PFFT WHY ARE YOU DEFENDING HERRRR? ADA SCANDAL EHH. hahahaahahahahahha!

it was entertaining though to have silly fights that doesnt count with baby. hahaha. =D

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First day of school. had mcdonald's breakfast.


oooh. and the other day we visited farah at the hospital. but she's feeling all better now. yay! got me worried at that time. oooh she got me this really gorgeous shade of pink lipstick for my birthday! hehehe. i love ittt. hehehe thanks farah!

talking about birthday gifts, my bestfriend, ida mariam who is in egypt bought me a dress for my birthday! I wanted to buy the dress myself but ida was so persistent. THANKS IDA. LOVE YOUUU. the dress arrived you know. and yes your bag too. it looks awesome. i'll pass it to you soon!! and my dress is gorgeous!!!!

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lepak with the kakis as per usual. hehehe.

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This was when we met up and went to aida's bro's engagement thingy. it was awkward. aahaha. we went again the next day and it was better. too bad farah had stomachache and i felt soo overdressed as the guys was wearing jeans and slippers. we went to chai chee later on. chilled at farah's house and the boys played xbox. farah and i browsed through blogshops. online shopping is fun! and i hate it. HAHAHA. cause it makes me feel so frustrated cause i want it all!

anyway so far school is a killer. i have so many assignments due already. and im so blur! gotta buck up girl! last semester!!!!! hopefully. hehehe.

baby just went home awhile back. We chilled at my house and had dinner. yums. my mum cooked both of our fave food. and today i think is suay day. for both of us. ESPECIALLY baby. haahahahha.

1.i was at the bustop already when i realised i forgot my 30 bucks at home. :'(
2.baby confidently took 62 cause he thought it was 27. HAHAHAH.
3. he took 27 this time round and.... HE SLEPT AND WOKE UP REACHING THE AIRPORT. AHAHAHAHA.
4. someone vomitted in that bus.

HAHAHAHAH. my poor baby. he keep sending me a text with sad faces cause he can't wait to reach home.hahahaha.

I love you baby. more and more and it just never stops.
you are really special.
Thank you for the first day of school when you took care of me real well as i had menses cramps.
Thank you for picking me up and going to school together with me everyday.
Thank you for being there for me when i called you crying in th middle of the night.
baby, thank you for always being there for me.
I appreciate it alooooot. Im sorry if i suddently just tripped and hurt your feelings with things that I dont mean.
I'm sorry if im being overly paranoid about stuffs.
Its just that i love you soooooooo much that the thought of losing you, makes me act crazily.

I LOVE YOU BABY.
and i wish you are here right now so i could cuddle up and fall asleep in your arms

I'll always be yours,
huda


summary story.

By hudaandsufi · October 25, 2009 · 0 Comments · 3 Views

Chapter 1:

During the last week of holidays, sayang and me celebrated Maya's birthday at Sentosa. It was a Tuesday if could recall. It was fun, it was hot, it was still hot. Sayang and me were tanned and we turned very dark. We all fooled around and waded in the water and being with sayang in the water...AWESOME. I can hug her all day in the water. :) Sayang. I love having you in my arms.

Chapter 2:

A day after Maya's birthday, was sayang's open house. Sayang looked pretty that day. Hehe. And then meeting her mum...Not part of my plans. hahahahahaha. Went there with Najib, Farah, Megat, Zul, Wan Spade Anarchy, Yus and Azhar. Hahaha. It wa fun at her house Everyone was so noisy. We had great fried chicken and we ate till we were full. Soon after we watched a movie..aliens in the attic? yeah. But in the end everyone didn't watch cause everyone was busy talking. Hahaha. I hope Sayang's mum likes me. Hahaha. Anyway. Sayang's neighbour is HOT. He is hot. Bye sayang. I'm turning gay. Hahahahahaha. NO. I am straight like a cock. I love you baby.

Chapter 3:

Thursday nothing happened but FRIDAY...Sentosa again with Najib, Aisyah, Farah, Megat, Zul. Yus had some trouble with the car so he couldn't make it but only to make it later at night. Sayang and me got even darker....urgh. We look roasted and our skin is peeling due to sunburn.  IT WAS FUN THAT DAY. I AM NOT KIDDING. All of us dug a big hole in the sand and put our feets inside and buried our feet. It was a horrible feeling but it was fun. We made weird sand structures and tried to make Farah look like a mermaid although to no avail. We ate snacks and later on we packed up and made a move. Bye Sentosa and hello Jalan Kayu. Had a great meal after a whole day of eating snacks. Finally. After the meal, we met Yus at hougang and we all went to Fernvale park. Haha. We chilled and talked and talked crap. And ate some leftovers and smoked some leftovers. OVERALL.....THE DAY WAS GREAT. :) Sayang. I love you. You make my day great ALL the time.

Chapter 4:

19th - 24th october. First week of school. And it was very tiring. I have 6 modules and baby has 10 modules. Good luck baby. I love having baby around. I don't get bored with her even if i see ehr everyday. Cause everytime we meet everything is different. :D I love school. I love having my friends in school. I love having my gf in school. I love school. :) Baby. :P hehe.

And baby..24th october 2009. I SWEAR. YOU LOOKED SOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL. technically you're always beautiful but that day...you were really really gorgeous. I love you. Baby. you're the best ever. And I love only you. I'm always yours.

busy busy

By hudaandsufi · October 22, 2009 · 0 Comments · 1 Views

Both of us have been real busy lately and we didn't have time to post new posts. But I'll update it soon when I have time. And when sayang has time too. Our schedule is so full and at the end of the day both of us are very exhausted. I love you sayang.:)

Keanu Reeves is hot.

By hudaandsufi · October 13, 2009 · 0 Comments · 5 Views

Sufi and I have broke up. yup. I guess some things are not meant to be. haiz. it all started with...

 

this.

obviously as a hot and pretty girl, I have alot of suitors. and well, Keaniee (my pet name for him)  here asked me out. of course, i can't say no. just look at how hot he is. So i called sufi telling him I've got a date with keanu. but he was so jealous he acted like he didnt hear. So I hung up and texted him instead. and know what he replied????

 

"Ouh ok. Enjoy yourself. I got a date with cameron diaz"

 

OHMYGREENPILLOW!

HAHAHAHA.

OH PLEASE. JUST LOOK AT HOW HOT KEANU IS.

AND HOW UGLY CAMERON IS.

hah! so i texted him this " Jealous. Bye. hahahaha"

So his reply was

" Keanu reeves is not hot."

obviously super green with envy. So I told him to stop trying to brainwash me and added that my baby keanie is picking me up in his limo.

And do you know what he said????

"Ouh really? Well..i'm waiting for cameron diaz to come out  of the shower. Woo!"

HOW COULD HE?!!! argh!!!

So I told him how ugly cameron is with her ugly nose and saggy boobs.

he ignored me and continued saying "Hahaha. Oh wait. She came out with ashley tisdale. They're making out. Woo!"

URGHHHHHHH. YOU BIG NINCOMPOOP SUFI!

so i told him about how ashley has a crooked nose and annoying voice. So he better wear some earplugs. I even added "have fun!" at the end.

 

and with that we broke up.

 

HAHAHHAHA. OF COURSE NOT. I GAVE UP CAUSE BABY SAID

"whatever it is.. no one can beat nurul huda. She's still the best"

okay everybody all together say..

AWWWWWW. SO SWEET LAH.

hehehehe.

my boyfriend what. of course lah sweet. hehehehehe. =)))

 

I LOVE YOU BABY. AND NO, I DONT EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT BREAKING UP.

MWAH. LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU.

 

oh btw, my time table is out. and guess what.

I HAVE TEN MODULES. BLOODY TEN.

and I end lat most days.

Monday 9 - 5, 1 hour break

Tuesday 9-5 , 1 hour break

Wednesday 8 - 12, 1 hour break

Thursday 9-6, 2 hours break

Friday 9-6, 4 hours break

 

BABY, I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL ANYMOREEEE. :'(

my darling said we can go to school together almost everyday. YAY. I dont care. I want him to crash my lectures when he has no class. hahahaha. kidding. I am gonna try my very best to be a good student. well, last semester what. GO HUDA GO! WOOOO! THE LAST LAP. YOU CAN DO IT.

 

okay bye. I want to skype with sufi.

 

keanu loves me so don't be jealous,

huda

aww baby..

By hudaandsufi · October 12, 2009 · 0 Comments · 3 Views

Aww baby..you're so sweet. :) I've got nothing to say after that post. I love you alot too sayang. :)

Baby. I can read that post over and over again cause when I read it, I feel good. I feel so touched. Hahaha. Cause no one has blogged about me the way you do it. And it's really sweet that you're doing it cause I know you love me a whole lot.

:)

Nurul....hahaha. I love you. And ouh Nurul, let's enjoy our last week of holidays together ok sayang. :) This holiday has been awesome. The best holiday so far in my life. Hahaha. We actually did alot of things.

 

Love you darling.

Darling Sufi,

By hudaandsufi · October 11, 2009 · 0 Comments · 3 Views
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As the days pass, you got deeper and deeper entangled in my life. and if that important golden strand - that is you, was to ever be untangled the whole knot of my life would be just straight and boring. Thats how much I need you. Not solely because you make everything spicy but because you have always been there. without you, i would just feel... hollow.You link the things together. making it complete.

You never failed to sparkle my day and make my smile shine. You have just the right amount of maturity, fun, childish, sensitivity,love all wrapped in one. You know when i needed you to be serious or playful. you just.. get me. like no one has. you say the right things. Its scary sometimes cause its like you know me better than I do.

I dont know where I'm going with this but... im having a love orgasm right now. HAHAHAAH. like a gush of love for my darling.

You know sometimes I wonder. What did I ever do to deserve this. I wasn't the perfect girlfriend before. I cheated, I lied, I purposely hurt. So why did God got me him? I can just count my blessings. Alhamdulillah. With sufi, I find myself doing all this good girlfriend things. I'd do anything for my baby. It wasnt all fine and dandy though. I have hurt Sufi. and the look of hurt of dissappoinment in his face and voice... broke my heart. All I could think was.. how could i??? and immense regret filled my heart. it was just horrible.

Sufi is a really patient guy. the only one i've ever met. Even if I did something that would hurt him or piss him off, he wont yell his head off, beat me up or curse me. He would still talk in a matter of fact voice and he would sayang2 me that would make me just stop feeling the anger or sadness. He calms me down.  Even when I whine and whine nonstop, he would listen and comfort me.

He would also just oblige to my stupid childish girlish request. and thats so cute you know. Like if I'm tired i'd whine and he would carry me! hahaha. It doesnt matter if we are at town or what. We do crazy stuffs together. and i especially loves our bus rides. cause thats when we'll talk alot. about anything and everything.

I could just go on more. I'm a very wordy person with alot of unnecessary words. hahahaha.

Sufi, I dont know what i'd do without you. love you baby.


yours always,
huda

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About Us

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Hello.



I’m Sufi. I love music and arts. I'm in Nyp doing Digital Media Design. I am ego by itself. I love my gf. I love being stupid. Being stupid makes me oblivious to my surroundings so I don't really worry much. YAY! :)

I'm Huda. I'm in NYP studying Molecular Biotechnology. I love science! but I dont' want to be a scientist. Black, Gold and Pink are super sexy and catchy. I have an obsession with earrings, shoes and dresses. Shopping makes me HIGH. I feel that every girl should own a special pair of gorgeous shoes like pumps or heels. It provides safety, glamour and it brings you to places. ooooh and yes, I think eyeliners are sexy. I love my Best Baby Girls Forever (BBGFs) and my Lighter Clique. and I AM NOT A BIMBO. k thanks.


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